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Saturday, June 26, 2010

Nurse Nurse Nurse

Being a nurse in our country is like looking at a 3 foot wide island overfilled with coconuts...coconuts popping out of nowhere, the pile getting higher, and higher...there's just so many that some fall into the sea!





Yeah, that's how i see how much nurses our country has. there's just so many of us. most hospitals are packed! they have enough staff nurses, volunteers and add the affiliating students...it's so hard to get any hospital experience when you guys are competing for work.

so scarcity in work..scarcity pa sa income. some volunteers don't get paid (allowance) *coughs* and the work they do is like staff work already *cough.cough.cough* ..overtime and all that jazz. pag nga naman gusto mo na magpaka nurse noh?

My 3 months in the very first hospital i ever volunteered to work at is about up...it'll all be over next week. that's why i've been so bothered. thinking about applying for other hospitals again. darn. unemployed nanaman. volunteer parin. ugh! must not lose hope...go nurses parin, magpakatatag tayo!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

ellen degeneres :) kahit audience lang, dami giveaways ^_^

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What was the most interesting place you've traveled to?

subic.bana ako sa jetski haha

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Are you a morning or night person?

either..im a nurse.im flexible. haha morning or graveyard shift bring it on hahahah

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Sunday, June 20, 2010

What's your favorite genre of music?

idk...depende sa mood :D hmmm trance maybe

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What would be the best thing about being a vampire?

sparkling under the sunlight hahahaha

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What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?

being confident all the way..

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Saturday, June 5, 2010

Stop Breathe and Read

It's been a busy busy past few months. I've been in the hospital doing volunteer work at the emergency room. I've learned a lot and at the same time got depressed a lot. That's coz with learning comes mistakes and with mistakes comes getting yelled at. Man, those times sure get my self esteem so low, I imagine it being on negative if it were on a scale.

Anyway, June's hit the calendar and so has the nimbus clouds, cold winds and rain showers. Yeah, rainy season it is. it'll be a challenge commuting to work. i hope i'm still clean when i get to the hospital. No mud splashes please!

So I've done 2 months of volunteer work and I became really close with the staff. A party was set and I was allowed to go already but some things just had to ruin my moment with the staff. A family outing was set on the same date as the party with the staff. What's the use of arguing? I'm made to choose between people I just met and family members who I won't be seeing in years (since the one concerned is leaving the country and won't be back for like half a decade).

I'm pissed I have to miss the party with friends who I get along with really well. Add the fact that I got yelled at last duty for clarifying something. Tsk. I feel so stupid.

Alas, I could not cry along with the weather so I grabbed The Pilgrims of Rayne (Pendragon) and started reading last night. Amazing how the story made me forget about the stuff i was fussing about earlier. What made me stop reading though was the fact that I was already sleepy and the last few words I read just sent chills down my spine that I thought if I read on and fall asleep I might get nightmares. It wasn't gruesome. I'll find out tonight.

It's my day off today yet I have no one to go out with. Friends are no where in sight and possibly busy. Sigh. Another lonely mall day I guess. Bills and window shopping. Oh dear friends, let's have coffee some time.